When it hurts to be around PEOPLE in general....
I don't want to be touched or hugged.
I don't want to smile
I want to cry but tears don't come
I love my friends and family
I want to help others
but it hurts to be around PEOPLE.
It hurts to put on clothes
It hurts to drive
It hurts to eat
and it hurts to sit still
but it also hurts to move.
Right now no medication can cure it
It can only help slow down how often
I feel like this.
Prayers and serving God give me
some relief as well.
God will get me through this as He always does! Just have to be patience!
Thank you to all my friends and family for their support!
Starting doing beading in @1995 after getting alcohol poisoning while out partying with friends. It is a talent that God gave me to keep me from trying to kill myself (literally through binge drinking and then driving while drunk) From broken to Reborn, from lost to Found, God gave me this talent to make jewelry and I didn't realize how relevant it was to my life until I was listening to the radio praising God and this song came on (of course I forgot the name and such) but it talked about taking the old and making it new again. God did that with me as I do that with my jewelry! I love taking old broken pieces and recreating something new and exciting. If the necklace doesn't have earrings with it, I can make some to go with it. Romans 7:24 O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of death. vs 25 I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. It only through Jesus can we be truly changed, He alone has all power to deliver us from the bondage of sin and give us new life.